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When People Find Your Intellect Intimidating — A Guide For Gifted Women

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You don’t do it on purpose.

Intimidate people.

You’re just being you.

In fact, you’re holding back. Slowing down. Smiling. Being gracious. Stifling your curiosity and your perceptions. Carefully selecting from the scores of effervescent thoughts that continuously swirl around in your brain.

If they only knew how much you’re NOT showing.

Oh, boy.

And yet, you still scare them.

If they only knew that you just love to learn. You just love reading and research. You’re a pacifist, for heaven’s sake. You slept with the dictionary when you were five. (Unless, of course, your dictionary was on your phone. Then, you slept with Charlotte’s Web and Darwin’s Origin of the Species. But I digress.) How is that scary?

You’re not out to humiliate anyone or prove that you’re a superior being.

It’s just your nature to think a lot, to feel a lot, and to know a lot.

It’s not your fault.

So, you want to know how to be less intimidating?

That’s tricky.

It may not be in your control. It may not actually be necessary. But here are some suggestions, just in case. See if any fit for you.

If you’re interrupting folks with your creative ideas, let them finish before you share your thoughts; imagine designing the next electric car while you’re waiting. If you’re showing how bored you are at meetings when no one can agree on the obvious solution that you shared at the beginning of the meeting, bring your knitting or the New York Times crossword to stay occupied. Let people have their bad grammar and their mixed metaphors; the world will probably not end. Explore various ways to communicate with individuals based on their capacity to receive your insights and view it as a playful intellectual puzzle; there will be some people who won’t be reachable no matter what you do. Exercise your love of debate by running for office. Look for the humor in any situation as a way to entertain yourself and plan your memoir.

If you’ve grown up thinking that you need to be perfect, begin to unravel that belief; your vulnerability will be appealing to others. Feed relatives your terrible cooking. Invite friends to your messy house. Play games that you can’t win. Don’t hide your klutziness. Ask for help from people you trust.

Know that your rainforest-y peeps are out there and they will not be intimidated; they will be thrilled. Keep looking for them.

What I really want to tell you is that as you experience humans finding you scary and intimidating, you may need to accept that not everyone can handle life in the jungle. It’s pretty intense in there with all of those 2,500 different species of vines and 10,000 species of ants. It can be kind of scary, intimidating and overwhelming.

Even to you.

But, remember.

The rainforest also keeps everyone breathing. You are needed and wondrous just as you are. 

(Note: Just in case some of you might be inclined to misinterpret me, I’m not saying that you should change who you are for people who are intimidated. Noooooo. I’m just giving you some suggestions that might help make life easier for you in particular situations where you need them. As you know, I support you in being the fabulous radiant rainforest-y darling that you are. That’s what my blog is all about!!)

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To my dear bloggEEs: Are people intimidated by your intelligence? Have you found any good solutions? How would this post be different if it were the smart man’s guide? How would it be the same? I think gifted men also scare people, but differently. I wonder if the issue for gifted men is more that they can’t show their sensitivity. What do you say, dear readers? Thank you to the bloggEEs who inspired this post. And men, I promise a post just for you, soon.

 

 

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Author: Paula Prober

I'm a psychotherapist in private practice in Eugene, Oregon. I specialize in counseling gifted adults and consulting with parents of gifted children. The label "gifted" is often controversial and confusing. I use the metaphor of the rain forest to describe this population. Like the rain forest, these individuals are quite complex, highly sensitive, intense, multi-layered, and misunderstood. They're also curious, idealistic, highly intelligent, creative, perfectionistic, and they love learning. I've been an adjunct instructor at the University of Oregon and a guest presenter at Oregon State University and Pacific University. I've written articles on giftedness for the Eugene Register-Guard, the Psychotherapy Networker, and Advanced Development Journal. My book, Your Rainforest Mind: A Guide to the Well-Being of Gifted Adults and Youth, was released in June 2016 by GHF Press and is available on Amazon or at your independent bookstore.

67 thoughts on “When People Find Your Intellect Intimidating — A Guide For Gifted Women

  1. ❤ Thank you so much Paula, I find I am in the arena of having been asked to not share so much [in a platform for sharing and enabling group healing] I have once more retreated. And, alhamdulillah, for your insight, maybe this is why? Finding that group of in person people to feel part of is so hard. But, I always have my mind to wander in, and it is never dull in here =)

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  2. I look forward to the male equivalent. Yes, I think men don’t feel able to show sensitivity but especially in the company of other men. I was a ‘gifted’ boy who unfortunately ended up in a rough school where I quickly learned to be invisible.
    With regards gifted women being intimidating. I personally don’t find gifted women any more intimidating than any other woman but I think some men especially can’t cope with feeling like they are the ‘inferior’ one in a relationship if they are rather insecure anyway, and many of us are insecure.

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  3. Good advice. I could shut more! I get so excited about what I learned I want to share it. Honestly, it’s pretty rude sometimes. I believe if people are intimidated or find my scary that is on them. I’m not going to be smaller, or less inspired, or less courageous, or less playful, or less competent, or less capable so other’s feel okay in their lack or inabilities. Probably in 30 years or so I’ll be dead. It will matter more that I was true than I wasn’t. And when the men get freaked about because I’m braver, smarter, louder, funnier, more capable than them (and they don’t want me to be). I tell them about themselves and shake up their sexist views. Truthfully I’ve never lacked for friends being this way. I feel ultimately people are attracted to honesty and truth (I’m sure my outrageous sense of humor helps) Because we are here to live our soul’s truth!

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  4. It’s about the same for men. Boys are expected to be active/assertive, that helps a little as long as you don’t show you know too much more than the adults. (Who is this child size space alien with a vocabulary ten years ahead of his apparent age?)

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  5. With heartfelt thanks Paula. This topic has really touched me. Even though it is something that I am quite familiar with, seeing it in writing seems to validate the experience in a way that is normalizing and therefore okay. Words cannot express the gratitude I feel for the healing wisdom that you share so generously. With much appreciation for your contributions towards my journey in the rainforest.

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  6. I especially love ‘Invite friends to your messy house.’ Ha ha! I’ve been terrified of people coming over to my apartment, because it’s so ‘weird’. Not at all like what it’s supposed to be like I guess. I mean, I don’t really have much furniture in the living room, nor a T-V. It’s more like a studio space. I have piles of sketches on one end, my cat’s ‘fort’ in the middle, and cat toys all over the place. In one corner is my awesome digital piano, and related musical stuff. I just returned to doing graphic design on the side, and a very high-maintenance client came over to sit with me in front of the computer. My anxiety level at first went sky-high, but over time, I realized she wasn’t a monster and she wasn’t going to kill me. If that sounds weird, it’s because I’ve spent nearly my whole life detached from relations, but have been transforming that aspect of my life s-l-o-w-l-y. I am realizing that for all the reasons some might reject me, others will love what I used to reject about myself. Thanks Paula!

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  7. Right on target as usual! Social boredom syndrome: I’d like to know how others deal with predictable social encounters in which you know in advance
    what the topics and opinions will be. When feeling that boiling impatience, the rising sensation of wanting to bat away or flee from
    a dully predicable interaction in which language and thought seem to be unmaking themselves. My own response is to want to drop a verbal bomb (bad, bound to result in self-recrimination), or to make a swerve into playfulness which is rarely understood. Or both at once.
    Ideas?

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    • Very early on I unconsciously opted to abandon myself and focus on the banal minutiae of everyday living. I can listen intently to others banging on about whatever topic they like, for an hour or more. This side-step away from who I truly am means that most people don’t really know me, potential comrades can’t see me, and I don’t know myself too well either. I’ve also been subject to an alarming amount of attempted religious conversions due to my unwillingness to verbally state a position on almost anything (outside of relationship with my husband and my daughter).

      There may not be a genuine solution for ‘social boredom syndrome’. All I know is that your comment made me laugh – and I’d probably be drawn to you at a social gathering (if I didn’t sense too great a risk of our interaction drawing me out of myself and potentially blowing my cover, that is). Perhaps take a book to combat your boredom or, in service of sociability – a kazoo?

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    • Not sure if this is helpful but I always bring a book (and paper/pen) wherever I go and I give myself permission to leave places early if I need to. I also always sit on the edge of a gathering place so as not to feel trapped. I like your idea of playfulness but it sounds like they don’t get your humor so it doesn’t work. I hope others will respond with ideas, Anonymous. Thanks for the question.

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    • I find myself turning those meetings into social experiments. just observe who talks to who, who is in charge, who thinks he/she is in charge. who does the catering, is that voluntairy or because of order.
      and if it really gets to bad, take over the catering ,gives you an excuse to walk around and just play dumb going tea, coffee, cupcake what ever.
      even more fun if the food is intricate and then just make up stuff, “well this is goat cheese with thyme and fresh figs” even when it is just a simple piece of cheese on a stick.

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    • Subhan Allah, you know, that is fascinating, my brother yesterday answered a call of ‘who is the most famous person you ever met’… and i have met and known lots, but, for me that is the wrong question… if you asked me how many interesting and fascinating people I have met, then very few. And, only one was famous, everyone else has been wonderful rare gems [usually much older than me] whose lives have unusual twists or who live by their authenticity regardless of what the world thinks, so very talented, i guess, eccentric, but beautiful people that springs from the depths! =) they wow me more. =)

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  8. I think our “too muchness” isn’t a gate keeper for only non-gifted peers. Sometimes having two gifted people together is amazing and incredible, and sometimes it is toxic (sometimes you don’t see the poison until you are too intertwined.)
    I am so lucky to have some really great friends in the gifted world. It helps get through the fake interactions with the people who aren’t so wonderful. Lol.
    Being polite is a great skill for everyone to learn so they can interact with everyone else. There are only ever going to be a few people who truly get you and are your soul friends… the rest are just those you need to be polite to. That’s pretty much life in a nutshell for everyone. It’s just harder for us to find those connections because we have so many intensities and other characteristics that make us harder to match up, and we are way pickier than others because we think more about what real friendship and love look like.
    Thanks for being one of my tribe and for helping remind us all to play nicely. 😉

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    • I hear what you’re saying. Not all gifted folks are angels. Some are toxic, too! I wonder if there’s some healthy balance between being polite and speaking your truth. Maybe it’s a matter of selecting carefully where it’s worth your time to express yourself directly and where it makes more sense to be kind/polite but limit your time with someone when you’re experiencing “social boredom syndrome.” What do you think?

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  9. Paula your advice about staying sane during meetings is much better than the one I feel tempted to use: sticking a very sharp pencil in my eye. In the service of my eyesight, I’ll give your approach a try next time I’m in a meeting. Oh wait – I’ve opted out of meetings! YAY!

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  10. My response is closer to Julia’s as I, too, have the personal integrity bug. I have concluded that small talk has a role in building trust between strangers but I am not sure why that is. Maybe it’s looking for common ground, probably some sort of code words that show you have the same vicious prejudices that they have. Small talk is unbearable. I find that I go immediately deep into the heart of things, always trying to understand and analyze every situation. I think others should do that too. I try to teach my students to do that and you can bet I taught my daughter to do that.

    I’ve had good friends in the past but here, in Hong Kong, I don’t really have any. I enjoy doing what I want to do on my own in a city that offers a huge amount of cultural opportunities and I seem not to mind that. I travel everywhere on my own. I find doing these things alone preferable to putting up with unthinking folks who seem perfectly willing to assist in ushering the human species to oblivion taking the rest of the planet with them/us. Small talk, BS, trivialities, going along to get along, staying in your place, don’t rock the boat, etc., are luxuries that life on earth can no longer afford.

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    • Hm. I’m wondering if you all are thinking I’m suggesting that gifted women ARE intimidating and they need to stop being intimidating. Is that how you’re reading this? Eek! It’s not what I meant. (although I guess I do say that you might want to know how to stop being scary to others… it was the question a reader asked in another post.) I want you all to speak up and to be strong and expressive and courageous and true to yourselves. Heck, yeah! What I’m saying is more about giving you ideas about how to manage people who are intimidated when you need to deal with them, which I’m sure many of you do. Does that make sense? Thank you, hksounds, and all of you for sharing your thoughts. You help all of us sort these complex things out!

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      • For what it’s worth – I didn’t interpret this blog post that way, Paula.

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      • I think it is empowering and emphatic, perhaps our responses are really about how we have been getting through life. One think I learned many years ago, much to my delight, was that when I shook off [consciously] everyone connected to me and simultaneously my toxic ex, I then found that people who I feel comfortable filled those spaces, i was more capable of being social when younger than now. It took me to getting into my 30’s to realise i have a choice about who I spend my time with. Before that, I think I felt obliged to give of myself to whoever wanted to take a bit of me, it was exhausting and depressing. So, after hitting rick bottom, and sitting with a group of people at rock bottom, I decided that was not going to be me, it gave me the will, and strength to rise again. Alhamdulillah. I think your blog is inspiring. Thank you! And timely – for the reasons I already mentioned. =)

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        • When someone is gifted, others can want to be around you and to benefit from your abilities. It’s important to allow yourself to set limits with others and set healthy boundaries.

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          • Thank you, yes, I’m slowly learning to set limits and to also set stronger limits even within those [I recently has someone offer to buy me a mobile phone so that i can have 24/7 access [or rather, so I can be avaiolable 24/7]. I just said no thank you, it is a conscious decision to not be available 24/7, and that the things I love to do, do not require technology, i grew up as a part of a generation who was not connected at the hip to tech. those times, feel like fresh air and free. =) I’m still learning the art though, and that i can say no, and do not have to answer every question ever put to me. Or be the only source of help, trying to problem solve for every facet of every problem brought to me, I’m even learning to redirect when it is clear that I should, or that I can! Learning to fill my own cup, before I help fill the cups of others. =) ❤

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    • I agree: “Small talk, BS, trivialities, going along to get along, staying in your place, don’t rock the boat, etc., are luxuries that life on earth can no longer afford.” Thank you, hksounds.

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  11. I’ve been well aware of my tendency to unintentionally intimidate others and have at times intentionally utilized this skill in tough situations. Though I was quite surprised recently when two of my close friends (who are both female PhDs as well) confided that they were both initially intimidated when we first met. YIKES! My response: “I thought my gregariousness and joviality set you at ease.” They both agreed that seems to be the solution for me at least. Glad you posted this Paula it’s always reassuring to know I’m not the only one.

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  12. I love this! Thanks Paula, bought tears to my eyes. I have been trying to get a grip on my finances and have just wandered into the world of the fabulous Lynne Twist, amazing teacher for all things money but also does amazing fundraising/advocacy for the Pachmama Alliance, front line defence of the Amazon forest. Yes, its the source of it all and from it comes our ability to breath and we hack away at it in the very same way we hack away at ourselves. I am working at radical self acceptance, radical self worth, radical self love and in that, perhaps if I’m not hacking so much at myself, others might stop hacking away at our life source. I thank you very much for your support in my endeavours, its certainly a tricky business. Much love x

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  13. i have experienced this…but it has never really bothered me. i don’t mind people being scared of me. my problem is that i attract men who say they love this about me–but then they try to turn it against me–to punish me for it?
    sigh.
    i like who i am. i guess i wish others–whether it scares them or not–could accept it?
    i know…i keep trying to live in a perfect world.

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  14. I need to counterbalance t his in my own life, in my own psyche. I ‘omit’ so much of myself – refuse so much of what WANTS to be investigated or tinkered with or designed out in twenty pages of graph paper – because it’s not normal. Because there is so much else life I’ve been taught must come first. And a little bit because it is intimidating to others when they happen to catch me doing Algebra or studying Welsh (which I do both in public) they don’t even want to IMAGINE the stuff I’m just shoving down and saying ‘it will wait’.. but it’s been waiting ten, twenty years… when will I ever let it wide open, and what am I missing? It’s like holding the closet door shut against the light sometimes… just to keep the atmosphere stable.

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    • Yes, let’s open the door to the light! Maybe the atmosphere needs to be destabilized. Or maybe the light will make it more stable, even though we don’t think it will?? And you can open it slowly, if that makes it less scary. Thanks RheL.

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  15. Here’s where I am now – I hope I don’t sound like a misanthrope when really I am becoming a panbiophile, if that was not a word before, it is now. I look at what is around me and almost everything I see in the human activities, mythologies, religions, societies, economics, politics, architecture, art, literature, entertainment, education, and anything else you can name, leads me to think that almost the entire human species is afflicted with narcissism. We seem to think nothing else matters but us and I simply don’t believe that.

    You see how that can interfere with one’s social life? I can’t bear the self-centeredness anymore. I do suggest to others that we ought to be more concerned with what we are doing on a macro level. Mostly I’m ignored and generally it doesn’t make for the happiest of encounters. I sublimate by teaching my students to think and analyze more, and to be questioners. For most of them, it’s very hard work and I’m not sure just how interested they are in trying.

    Going to Africa last year was an eye opener. I saw the wildlife living their own lives, full of drama, tragedies and delights but with a complete lack of interest in us, people. That was so liberating. It gave me a rare perspective that made me more aware of other living beings and being in a living and breathing environment/ecosystem deeply increased my understanding of the interconnectedness of all life. I went to Africa again in January and I will go back again next year. It’s the only antidote to the sickness I see in contemporary human society.

    (A bit longwinded and I could expand on all of these topics but surely that isn’t necessary.)

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  16. Thanks, I appreciate knowing there are others with similar feelings. I write, also, and want to get more of these ideas into my writing but there are so many constraints imposed. How have you managed to overcome them or are you still working on that?

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  18. Once again your post speaks to my experience in a way that few ever have. I wish I had such wisdom and assurance when I was an adolescent. Now I’m raising an intimidating adolescent. I’ve learned the hard way to yield and be quiet and not be frustrated with others.

    I still don’t get how little ol’ me is intimidating but I’ve been told often that I am. It’s hard to understand that everyone else doesn’t live in this dense vibrant rainforest- that in fact very few others do that I encounter. Realizing that I am different has helped the patience factor and to tone down the intensity a bit when necessary.

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  19. Great advice – and validation for women who struggle to be true to themselves. Wonderful article!

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  20. For me it’s always, always about my purpose and intention in the moment- just because other individuals are willing to spend the riches that is their life on cheap knockoff crap (such as banal conversations, boring interactions, hours of whittling away at their lives doing meaningless things in mundane fashion) doesn’t mean that’s what *I* am up for. If the conversation isn’t taking me further into my purpose and intention then I have other places and spaces to be- with the modern world’s tech there is never a reason to be engaged in life and inspiration draining activities.

    Load your smartphone with podcasts, articles or videos that you want to catch up on, take a journal and art pens with you, load your scriptwriting software into your tablet, write an article for your gifted community while others are doing the intellectual equivalent of rearranging their sock drawer. What if Frida Kahlo had allowed herself to be engaged in mind numbing boredom for large parts of her day? If the crew you are with can’t handle your fire then you’re with the wrong crew- find the right one, even if it’s a scattered group of individuals online. Find your purpose and passion and practice giving yourself *full permission to go there*, regardless of what others think or feel- there are lots of individuals out there who think and feel all kinds of astounding rubbish, we can’t afford to get caught up in that noise lest we get dragged into the quicksand with them. So don’t!

    Today I am championing your absolute right to be as weird, difficult to handle and outrageous as you wish because you only have this one shining, amazing life right here, with each day one you will never get back. Get a Frida Kahlo (or whoever else inspires you) badge and look at it often, take courage and inspiration from those that refused to allow their light to be compressed for any reason.

    I love Richard Feynman’s quote regarding this idea of not fitting in intellectually- “If I could explain it to the average person I wouldn’t have been worth the Nobel Prize”. Find what *your* personal Nobel Prize is and go for that, because the average person is *never* going to get what you’re doing. Be passionately yourself because nobody else can do what it is you’re brilliant at the way *you* are going to do it. Now that I think about it, I need that Feynman quote on a badge. 😀

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  21. For many years, I worked with a group of people who respected and appreciated my depth of knowledge, excellent memory, and ability to problem solve. We were all working toward the same goal, and it was an asset to have me on the team. Even now, years later, my former boss/coworkers will call or email me out of the blue with obscure problems. I’ve even had strangers contact me to tell me that someone (from that time) had suggested they talk to me because I might be able to help.

    Fast forward to my current job. How dare I suggest a way to do something better!! Instead of appreciating that I know things, I’m told, “I don’t need to keep all that useless information in my head, I can just look it up;” Rather than ask for advice up front, the team just blunders along, doing things wrong, and end up resenting me when they have to get me to fix their mistakes.

    Guess what, I’m great at the “don’t be intimidating” game. I go to my office and pretend I have to do research to find the information that I can find in ten seconds. I censure my vocabulary. I putter around in between projects so I’m not always the first person done. Everyone else plays games to win; I play to see how close I can come to winning, while still coming in second.

    The difference between the two groups isn’t *me* and how I play the game. People aren’t intimidated because of my abilities; they are intimidated by their own insecurities.

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  22. Funnily enough, it’s only been fairly recently that I’ve realized that I probably intimidate people. Just as I’m getting over being intimidated by how “together” every one else is. Took me a while to realize that just about everyone is looking at the world the same way, with the same self-doubt. In just about everyone, you can find yourself.

    I’ve always been fascinated by people – the why behind the emotions & actions. And I’ve unintentionally developed a way of thinking that analyzes for patterns in everything. Much of my social interaction consists of observation, pattern detection and waiting for the right moment to interject a thought that encompasses a different perspective than the ones being professed in the conversation – tweak it a bit. An example was during my knitting group last week. Most of my friends are older than I am – of my parent’s generation. The other night, these lovely ladies were discussing their dark circles, horrible skin (pshaw!), and wrinkles. When the conversation was slowing down, I mentioned that maybe they were supposed to look like they do. Maybe those dark circles were normal for a human. Conversation came to a shocked stop. With grins. I have a good group of friends 🙂

    So I suggest giving them something to mentally chew on. Spread the love of learning. Make ’em smarter, more curious, more emotionally healthy. Contribute, but don’t dominate. It’s intellectually stimulating for you too.

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  23. This is almost funny. My sister has always told me I intimidate people. I’ve always scoffed. Well, most of the time I’ve scoffed, there have been times when I’ve had to admit she had a point. But it wasn’t until I read this that I got it. You’re tips on managing it? Yep. That’s me. I quit correcting people’s grammar years ago, but I still interrupt with my ideas (working on that, it’s rude, I know but I get so excited) and I sit looking bored in PTA meetings while they ditther about whether we should do green or pink decorations for the next party. I’m guilty. And that kind of finally explains it, so thank you. I know you’re not trying to tell us to behave differently, I do get your point, but by giviing those examples, I feel like I can finallly see where I occasionally alienate people. I’ll probably still do it, because it’s not really conscious, but at least I understand it now.

    Interestlingly, this isn’t usually a problem with men. Well, it is wiith some men, I guess, but it’s more often a problem with women. I’m not particularly ambitious, at least in the worldly sense, so I’ve probably never been a threat to men at the office.

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    • I do think the interrupting can be because of the excitement, like you say, and sincere desire to share and contribute. Also because of how quickly the gifted mind works. So I don’t think that there’s a rude intention for sure. It just can be interpreted that way. (and it can be so hard to wait when you’re continually around people who are much slower thinkers)

      And I do think that it’s different for men. Hopefully, more of our male readers will share their experiences here. Thank you, Sarah.

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  24. I find often people either tend to try to pump me for information and suggestions (which they then do not give me credit for and execute badly as they don’t understand the neccessary steps to successfully implement them – sometimes with awful -in my view- consequenses). Or they just pump me for ideas and what they can get rather than thinking of asking about or trying to help with my needs. A few are not like this and those I tend to treasure.

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  25. My Grandma got me tested and identified as gifted as a child, and had the IQ of an adult at about 10 or 11. Or maybe 9 I can’t remember what the report said fully, only read it once and don’t have access to it now. I have a very difficult relationship with particularly my mother, brother and sister, who now either attempt to manipulate or lie to or about me (which I see through but not everyone does or asks), pump me for information (ditto), or who either speak to me as if I am a half-wit (which is pretty much how I consider them on the whole) or evil and intent on harming them (which is not the case). They have polluted many of my relationships with lies and secrecy and as a result I now find it very difficult to communicate with them. (My Mother is currently asking me to communicate via a partner in a top 100 law firm).

    My mother and brother either fabricate things or try and re-write facts and our history constantly and I find it stressful and exhausting.

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    • I’m so sorry that you have to deal with this, Victoria. I write about coping with “chainsaw parents” and about psychotherapy that can help. If you use the search engine, you can find those posts. Maybe they’ll help. Thanks for sharing.

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  26. Wow, I do ALL of the things in that paragraph! I came to find info about my son (who is five) and now wonder if I shouldn’t be reading more about myself. Thanks so much for the information here; can’t wait to keep reading!

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