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Too Sensitive, Too Dramatic, Too Intense –What Is Emotional Intelligence?

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photo courtesy of Swaraj Tiwari, Unsplash, CC

photo courtesy of Swaraj Tiwari, Unsplash, CC

How do we define emotional intelligence when we’re talking about your rainforest mind?  

Maybe you feel that you are the opposite of emotionally intelligent.

Here are some possible reasons:

You feel emotionally UN-intelligent because when you were a youngster, everyone told you that you were too sensitive, too dramatic and way too emotional.

You feel emotionally UN-intelligent because when you were a little tyke you had frequent flamboyant meltdowns.

You feel emotionally UN-intelligent because you’re easily upset by fragrances, chemicals, clashing colors, social media, depressed relatives, ignorant politicians, leaf blowers and bad architecture.

You feel emotionally UN-intelligent because you cry when you watch corny TV commercials or when you watch your child sleeping or when trees are cut down or when you read an angry Facebook post.

But what if all of the above are not indications that you are a histrionic, hysterical, neurotic, emotional cripple? But, instead, are signs of your emotional maturity, your emotional expansiveness, your emotional, yes, intelligence.

Let me explain.

A sign of rainforest-mindedness is depth. Depth, complexity, intensity. That means that you have EMOTIONS. Where your neighbor might feel sad, you feel despair. Where your uncle might feel happy, you feel joyful. Where your partner might feel angry, you feel rage. Where your classmate might feel bored, you feel desperation. Where your friend might feel nothing, you feel awestruck.

See what I mean?

And these feelings aren’t purposeless. No siree. They make you perceptive, insightful and compassionate.

That said, your EMOTIONS might overwhelm you. They may get out of control or stuck. You might feel like you’re drowning or lost or paralyzed or sick. Anxious. Depressed. Frightened.

If that happens, there are strategies. Things you can do. Read this post for some ideas. And here are more resources. And, of course, there’s my book. (And if you’re a male, this is even more complicated. Read about it here.) And, of course, if you feel anxious, depressed or frightened much of the time, seek out a sensitive therapist.

And yet. Remember this: The despair, the joy, the rage, the desperation, the awestruck-ness. None of it makes you emotionally UN-intelligent.

It makes you gifted.

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To my bloggEEs: What are your thoughts about emotional intelligence? How do you cope with your intense emotions? How have your found these emotions to be beneficial? If you’re a male, how has your sensitivity been problematic? helpful?

For even more posts on the topic of emotional intelligence click on this link:

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Author: Paula Prober

I'm a psychotherapist in private practice in Eugene, Oregon. I specialize in counseling gifted adults and consulting with parents of gifted children. The label "gifted" is often controversial and confusing. I use the metaphor of the rain forest to describe this population. Like the rain forest, these individuals are quite complex, highly sensitive, intense, multi-layered, and misunderstood. They're also curious, idealistic, highly intelligent, creative, perfectionistic, and they love learning. I've been an adjunct instructor at the University of Oregon and a guest presenter at Oregon State University and Pacific University. I've written articles on giftedness for the Eugene Register-Guard, the Psychotherapy Networker, and Advanced Development Journal. My book, Your Rainforest Mind: A Guide to the Well-Being of Gifted Adults and Youth, was released in June 2016 by GHF Press and is available on Amazon or at your independent bookstore.

25 thoughts on “Too Sensitive, Too Dramatic, Too Intense –What Is Emotional Intelligence?

  1. I always love your posts, Paula. Thank you.

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  2. Yes! EMOTIONS — big, crazy, full emotions. Thanks for this, Paula.

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  3. Yes! So often gifted individuals are shamed for their big emotions . . . love that you reinforce the normalcy and upside of emotional intensity.

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  4. “…because you’re easily upset by fragrances, chemicals, clashing colors, social media, depressed relatives, ignorant politicians, leaf blowers and bad architecture.”…YES, exactly! (especially leaf blowers 😉 )

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  5. I came to the conclusion a long time ago that my emotional spectrum just isn’t what most people do, and that it either causes offence (too much, too difficult) or that it strikes people as ridiculous and melodramatic. I’ve learned to allow the feeling while muting the representation of it, to keep the people around me comfortable. I love those spaces where I can afford to remove the mute.

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  6. Paula, Great points about how gifted people so frequently minimize their feelings and discount what they feel. So validating and clear.

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  7. Being sensitive and having intense emotions is like living next to a volcano: the soil is super fertile, but the eruptions can be catastrophic.

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    • ^The volcano analogy was all I could come up with when I wanted to write something because this issue…well, everything written above really hits home, so thanks Paula.

      A notoriously thin-skinned man is running for public office and this has brought up some painful feelings for me because I have found a lot of people confuse high-sensitivity with the narcissism of someone whose giant ego cannot take criticism, opposition or even helpful advice.

      Basically the assumption is that high sensitivity/intensity/emotionalism are seen as symptoms of some disorder for a man who should be able to simply “cowboy up”, and I have written before about how this even throws most therapists off. In spite of that I am getting better at accepting myself, but integrating that person into the world is still a huge challenge.

      Many thanks again for an excellent post!

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      • Always good to hear from you, Mark. Did you see the link to the post on sensitivity in men? You’ve probably seen that post already. But I think it’s extra difficult for men to be sensitive/emotional. Interesting to see what you say about the confusion with narcissism. Let’s hope the thin-skinned man doesn’t get elected.

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        • Yes I’ve read that blog entry plus several books, and I belonged to other blogs and forums for HSPs, and while it has all been enlightening and comforting, the problem is emotions often seem to exist somewhere separated from the intellect. So sometimes before the brain has even had a couple of seconds to process an event and decide whether it is worth getting upset/scared/excited over, the emotions have already taken over the nervous system and raised the alert to DEFCON 1. haha

          It is hard to be your own person, a gifted person that can sometimes see how silly many social conventions and values are (especially in places such as here where old ways of thinking are held on to so tenaciously), so it is hard to disregard many of them and go your own way without coming off as having a giant, selfish ego that doesn’t care about anyone else.

          I don’t know. The idea of narcissism is horrifying to me. I don’t even like to talk about it. I want to do the right thing for people, even if it means going against the grain (my Myers-Briggs personality type is INFP).

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          • I’m sure you’ve read about ways to calm your brain-body, Mark. Yes, it can be that your nervous system takes over at times. And, you may also know that the real narcissist isn’t aware of his narcissism much less horrified by the possibility!

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            • You’re right. Sorry, but I keep forgetting that. I had a bad experience with a doctor when I was young many years ago, and it still comes back to haunt me.

              Maybe I’m just being too dramatic… 😉

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        • Well, unfortunately the thin-(orange)-skinned man somehow did win. That’s a big blow to many of us, not just for political reasons or because of what that man may be capable of doing (let alone what he has already threatened to do). But because of the bigger picture for gifted people: America seemed to be sending the message that they don’t like or trust smart people. They dislike smart people so much they elected an obnoxious moron (who might even be a sociopath according to the ghost writer of his famous autobiography). These are dark times.

          I think it’s obvious that I am not usually the type to “look on the bright side”. But perhaps in a moment of serendipity, just before the election I read a fitting passage in a book that connects ancient shamans to modern artists and performers.

          The whole principle of shamanism is about transformation. The shaman – as Carl Jung would dub one of his archetypes – is a “wounded healer”, a person who must heal the wounds that separate them from others by descending to the “Underworld” where they encounter the demons that cause the middle-world’s problems, only to return transformed. Transformation must always happen in the underworld. This transformation in turn helps heal others.

          It usually only happens to individuals or small groups of individuals. But perhaps these dark times (the underworld is dark) signify the potential for healing and transformation on a mass scale to happen. Here’s the passage:

          “As Western culture succumbed to the fascination of the new (scientific) way of thinking, it simultaneously began its own descent into Hell……Progress is now a ‘demon’ before which many of us feel to stand naked and unprotected….The shaman’s genius lies in his ability to penetrate the Underworld and return intact. But for our culture the journey is proving extraordinarily difficult, as if we no longer remember where ‘home’ is. Our whole culture has gone down to hell, as if to be initiated (or wounded in the tradition of the singular shaman-Mark). Hell has risen up to become our normal world.”

          That book went out of print in the 80’s but it could have been written today. Many of us thought there is “no way in hell” Trump could ever get elected. But maybe “hell” is the point (or more accurately the Underworld). This could indeed be very painful. But looking at things the way a shaman might, perhaps passing through the Underworld is the only way towards real widespread transformation. -Mark

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          • Oh, thank you Mark. I agree with you and Carl Jung. Did you say the quote is his? What’s the book title? Would you be OK if I used it in a future post? (of course, I want my blog to be a political-free zone, but the idea that’s presented here is one that needs to be addressed–hard to know how to do that without references to recent events)

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            • Sorry if I made it confusing. The actual passage I quoted was from a book called “The Death And Resurrection Show: From Shaman To Superstar” by Rogan P. Taylor.

              I mentioned Jung because I have come across the wounded healer archetype many times in other literature and media, and my interest in shamanism arose simply because shamans appear to be the very first wounded healers capable of healing themselves. Of course this discovery had great appeal to me because of my long history of being disappointed and/or misdiagnosed by other healers (present company excepted of course).

              I’d be honored if you want to use any of what I have written, and let me know if there is anything else I can do.

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  8. So true! That intensity of emotional experience can be one of our greatest gifts!

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  9. Yes, all of this, exactly! It’s like you’ve been eavesdropping on my self-talk.

    What helps me most — journaling, praying, crying (like a storm that leaves the sky clear and air fresh).

    Thanks, Paula . . . you’re a gift.

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  10. Laughing can help. My sensitive six year old and I had a good giggle this morning. Time alone is vital. Just stopping to feel the sun on my face. Turning away from things that I know will trigger (yes, even bad architecture or just offensive political stuff). It’s a gift. While I was in the military and in a less than optimal relationship I buried the feelings, so I was quite robotic. Not a real way to be for an extended period and led to all kinds of issues. Now I let myself feel the things and find ways to deal. I particularly like that Dune quote “Fear is the mind killer. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.” by Frank Herbert

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